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No Good Reason
(San Diego )
My emotions are racing all over the place if you hate me so much why are you nice to my face? I don't deserve your mistreatment because I'm nice to you. My beauty lives within and you have it too.
I have been writing a lot of music with my boyfriend lately. I feel bad because I'm very sad all the time because I have so many people in my life who say they love me, care about me or people who befriend me treat me like shit.
I have a hard time understanding why, and I honestly do not know what I do. Sometimes I drive myself crazy thinking I am a horrible person and deep down I know I'm not. I'm a happy fun loving big hearted person who unfortunately gets used and taken advantage of. I have a hard time understanding why the world can be so cold but I am striving to not turn into an ugly person on the inside. I want to spread positive enegry and not feel alone.